why?why?why?

why the world so unfair?why?when i want her she is not belong to me..i look at her my tears just like the rain drop dripping down my cheek..i just want to get with her..anything wrong with that?i just want a long relationship..why cant give me?i look at her pics im like flying to heaven,..when i know she's not belong to me..and i never have a chance..my heart just drop from heaven to the hell which i dont want.give me one chance if i can i will do everything for her..JUST ONE CHANCE!


like my mind flying on the sky
i will bring you along
i will never let go and tight
just one chance

still have 3 more to go

i've 3 more subject to go.physics biology and acccounts.after that wow..FREE!!
suddenly wanna find someone who can really suitable for me..and i really like her a lot and start a new relationship..but it's hard to find one..who ever i see who is pretty most probably is older than me...why?why my mom born me so late?look at all the chun girl but cant do anything..i seriously jealous the guy who can get their girlfriend really pretty..dont know when is my turn..hope that day can reach faster..

lol..zz

just passed SPM one week after the math exam i just like treating SPM finished..but it has a long way to go..like two more weeks..that's really finished cause accounts is like five days after it's on 1st of dec..so i have quite a lot time to prepare for it..i must do well for chemistry biology and physics..i damn scare i cant get credit..i hope it will come out as easy as sej or math..so i got confidence to get a credit or B.

byebye SEJ.

from today on i wont touch the sej at all..cause finally finished the paper today..wow.is quite scary cause we dont know what is coming out..so we study like mad..at the end the paper was considered easy cause we study a lot..the paper easy then we worry the lvl of getting A will bring up..seriously we worried too much haha.:p tomorrow is the easiest subject ever..but i still need to do revision la..to avoid all those stupid silly careless mistakes..cause this is consider a free A for me..i need to do well for it..phewww...

the first day of spm.

wow..finally finished BM paper 1 and 2..it;s not really that easy just can manage to do finish the max i can get for this subject is i think C..
the sej paper 1 is kinda hard for me..cause i never study much for sej.cause i cant memorise for shit..just try my best to TEMBAK!!
tomorrow is english and sej paper 2 wow..is a tough paper..i think im going to leave a lot of page blank..cause i dont think i know how to do the paper 2..

the one day before SPM@.@

everyone were like very stress when i reached school today..
today our school got one SPM briefing at 0830.i saw everyone is EVERYONE holding sej books keep looking at the books cause the first day of the exam is sej and bm.
the time passes really fast..so fast is our form5 last year.FORM5 students we need to gambateh and get good result so that our hardwork never waste not even a bit..
i also hope what u guys study will come out at the question paper..get good result form5 buddies.wish u all good luck here.><
GOOD LUCK!

stupid champion league,zzz

the stupid champion league made me always lose money hyh..yesterday just lost 300 plus..hyh nowadays the football really fake..bet this that one won..bet that this one won..how to bet?
today my bro just asked me whether want to go pna night?i think that is my last year to stay in this school i think i shoould just go for it..i dont think i can study at home cause i just study for it and i feel so tiring man..just study for a few hour then cant tahan d..damn useless la me..
i think i will continue tomorrow morning tonight just stop first la..but i think i need to put in a lot of effort to study for my last important exam..SPM!!