tell you something

do you know when you like one girl what is your normal reaction?maybe for you all is like try to talk to her more..go out with her more and get to know her more..but for me..i'm not very very shy talk to girls..i can talk to other girls as in a normal way..but when i'm facing the girl who i like..not i dont want to say..just that something was like stuck in my mouth..do you think i dont want talk to the girl i like?i want to..i want to talk to her so much..but im like that..since the first gf i also like that..starting i seldom talk to them one..but at the end i also can get..all my bros said i SOK CHUN but im not la..diuuu...just that im not used to it only..i tried to talk to her more..but like when i was facing her that time..i was thinking how pretty was her..til i cant think of anything to say to her..i like to look at her everytimes..after i came out the class the person who i hope to see is her..early in the morning the first person i thought of is her..but when i look at her i feel nervous and awkward..the feeling noone here can understand..i know all of you damn brave but not me.sorry..but i think im going to do something to make it up..if not i will lose..jason careful..:p