i think is just too late.
when she is belongs to you,
you never think of appreciating her,
after she left you,
only you think that is too late.

stupid right.?
i can do everything for you,
just for you to forgive me.
last time i crazy for you,
i dont think anything change,
i still can crazy for the girl i love for 4 years.
still remember i entered sri kdu,the first day i reached there,
not to see how's the school,
i saw her..
out of a sudden,my mind was blank.
i know and i told myself she is the one i'm finding.
i wait for her for 1 years.cause that time ck still there..
he was crazy for her.he did everything for her.
and he did something that noone can imagine.including me.

im the second one who crazy for her,
she made me feel like im the only one for her.
i feel so happy,
do you try this before?
1,feel happy when you have something upset?
2,feel happy when you get scolded?
3,feel relax when your trials just tomorrow?
4,feel nothing when you fight with your parents?
5,feel unhappy when she is not around you?

I TRIED ALL THIS BEFORE.CAUSE OF HER..CHANGE MY LIFE INTO ONE WONDERFUL AND COLOURFUL WORLD.I REALLY APPRECIATE IT.NO MATTER HOW MANY PPLS OBJECT THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ME AND HER.I STILL TOGETHER WITH HER..MY PARENTS ASKED ME TO LEAVE HER AND HAVE MY OWN LIFE..DO YOU THINK I CAN LIVE IN PEACEFUL WITHOUT HER?
I THINK OF HER EVERY MOMENT.
I THINK TO HUG HER EVERY MOMENT.
I THINK TO KISS HER EVERY MOMENT.
I THINK TO SHARE MY FEELING WITH HER EVERY MOMENT.
I THINK TO SEE HER MSG EVERY MOMENT.

but i cant anymore,i lost her.
and
i cant get her back no matter how much thing i do for her now!

you think im stupid to write this thing to her?i dont think so..
still remember before we broke up,she asked me to c8 a blog and write it everyday to tell her how was my life after she left to aussie..but i dont have this chance anymore..


TIFF I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!!
<3 jun(0308am)