wHat iS lOve?

sometimes something just not always follow what you want in your mind,when the things come to some place,it should just stop and think properly whether you should do that or you should just stop everything and think.im not saying what you want or what you dont want.is about the another side of you,think it in another way,at first i dont know it should be like that,but now after i got it from someone i knew it,when someone dont want it to happen,we should just leave it,cant force it to happen or whatever shit which follow you.

you must respect another side-take it slowly or just stop it.i know it's damn hurt but when it comes to some point which cant do what you want,that's what you should do at the end.

so what you love her so so kao alot,at the end when she said "I WANT TO BE SINGLE"
you know what is the sound for the glass to drop on the floor?on that time that's the sound from my heart.you cant expect anything to happen again again and again.cause you had made the wrong move and made her to have this kind of move which will hurt your heart.but what else you can do with it?

speechless and hopeless.

the world just turned dark,
clouds covering,
when's the right time?
to see the real world,
with the colourful sky.

hope hope and hope?
does it work?i hope so,but i cant believe one day i just totally lose her in a way that i cant really do anything with it.
before i met her,
i walked alone,eat alone,sleep alone.
but when i saw her,my world changed.
TOTALLY!!360degree change.
i know what is the purpose of living in this world,
i got it why i wish to wake up earlier everyday just to think of her for the short moment.
only i willing to wake up from the bed to get ready for everything.

do you try this before?
when you wake up for classes,you take one min to think what is the purpose of waking up so early?what is the main point to make everything go in the right way.when you lack of the most important thing from one most important person.it's just really hard to imagine what kind of world it will turn into.
-dark and scary.
-hopeless and useless.
-sleepy and tired.
-no motivation and energy.

i know how to ask.but do you think i need all this at this moment?no matter how special or how long i took to think this,it become rubbish at the end.cant use it at all.
but you need to know that,you MUST respect the one who you love,
follow her mind and listen to what she said.cause you cant change anything anymore.

do you think the plaster can help?

can you place the broken heart into the same position without any blood?