today consider a normal but tiring day.early in the morning must go to coll for the first econs class.damn boring.the class just started around 15 mins,then zheng,brian,jason and sheng all lying on the table d.but the $ never say anything.
after coll we all play futsal in sport planet from 5-7.damn tired.
after that we planned to go eat steamboat in kelana jaya-telephone steamboat.but it never open so we change our venue to kota damansara-hoho steamboat,obviously before that i must do something before i have my dinner,if not i cant eat at all.
can guess what is that?
seeing her for a short moment.dont know why,when i look at her,i feel my tiring day became a energetic and enjoy day.dont you think we all should live in this way,like the one who you love doesnt want to get together with you,so what?the best thing is can see her everyday and talk to her.even though she got a new bf,you should just love her from far far away.dont do anything to her.you love someone not to hope for anything in return from her,just hope she's happy enough.she treat you as a normal friend or stranger also can.but i just hope to see her enjoy her life without having any stress,right?the moment you think of her,the world is so wonderful and colourful.
even though we never like last time,but we are still friends.i dont care what she said hurt my heart or my feeling,i just want her to be happy.selfish right?i willing to do that for her.maybe at the end i wont get her as mine,but i hope she can get another better.i just dont want her to be unhappy and stress for anything.
happy and free life,
dont you want it?
dont be selfish,
think of her,
follow her way,
let it be.
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIVING IN THIS WORLD?
see the one who you love smile.
see the one who you love laugh.
see the one who you love sleep.
see the one who you love BE HAPPY!
that is the most important thing.
i dont like to see her cry,tell me she is stress,then i hope i never appear in her life or in front of her.i hope i dont live in this world if im giving her stress in this way,if i know she is stress about this,i will feel damn painful and sad.that day i think properly about everything and i cried.cause i damn freaking hell selfish,i never think she will doesnt like it in this way.how stupid am i?TELL ME!why the god want to play me in this way?give me and take it away from me.at that moment my mind was blank and i dont know how i feel?sad?NO,worse than that.want to cry?i hope i can bring all my tears out from my body and let it go.
LET'S IMAGINE!
you lost the one who you love the most.she think you are giving her alot of stress.when she is unhappy,do you think you can be happy?i dont thinkkkk sooo..impossible!if you are happy,that means what you told her like how much you love her or how long you both will last?
ALLLLLL BULLSHIT!!!
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SHIT IS THAT?
LOVING her is like the GOD passed to me when i was borned.
seeing her smile is the happiest thing ever in my life.
seeing her happy,that's the reason why i feel glad.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Monday, August 10, 2009
wHat iS lOve?
sometimes something just not always follow what you want in your mind,when the things come to some place,it should just stop and think properly whether you should do that or you should just stop everything and think.im not saying what you want or what you dont want.is about the another side of you,think it in another way,at first i dont know it should be like that,but now after i got it from someone i knew it,when someone dont want it to happen,we should just leave it,cant force it to happen or whatever shit which follow you.
you must respect another side-take it slowly or just stop it.i know it's damn hurt but when it comes to some point which cant do what you want,that's what you should do at the end.
so what you love her so so kao alot,at the end when she said "I WANT TO BE SINGLE"
you know what is the sound for the glass to drop on the floor?on that time that's the sound from my heart.you cant expect anything to happen again again and again.cause you had made the wrong move and made her to have this kind of move which will hurt your heart.but what else you can do with it?
speechless and hopeless.
the world just turned dark,
clouds covering,
when's the right time?
to see the real world,
with the colourful sky.
hope hope and hope?
does it work?i hope so,but i cant believe one day i just totally lose her in a way that i cant really do anything with it.
before i met her,
i walked alone,eat alone,sleep alone.
but when i saw her,my world changed.
TOTALLY!!360degree change.
i know what is the purpose of living in this world,
i got it why i wish to wake up earlier everyday just to think of her for the short moment.
only i willing to wake up from the bed to get ready for everything.
do you try this before?
when you wake up for classes,you take one min to think what is the purpose of waking up so early?what is the main point to make everything go in the right way.when you lack of the most important thing from one most important person.it's just really hard to imagine what kind of world it will turn into.
-dark and scary.
-hopeless and useless.
-sleepy and tired.
-no motivation and energy.
i know how to ask.but do you think i need all this at this moment?no matter how special or how long i took to think this,it become rubbish at the end.cant use it at all.
but you need to know that,you MUST respect the one who you love,
follow her mind and listen to what she said.cause you cant change anything anymore.
can you place the broken heart into the same position without any blood?
you must respect another side-take it slowly or just stop it.i know it's damn hurt but when it comes to some point which cant do what you want,that's what you should do at the end.
so what you love her so so kao alot,at the end when she said "I WANT TO BE SINGLE"
you know what is the sound for the glass to drop on the floor?on that time that's the sound from my heart.you cant expect anything to happen again again and again.cause you had made the wrong move and made her to have this kind of move which will hurt your heart.but what else you can do with it?
speechless and hopeless.
the world just turned dark,
clouds covering,
when's the right time?
to see the real world,
with the colourful sky.
hope hope and hope?
does it work?i hope so,but i cant believe one day i just totally lose her in a way that i cant really do anything with it.
before i met her,
i walked alone,eat alone,sleep alone.
but when i saw her,my world changed.
TOTALLY!!360degree change.
i know what is the purpose of living in this world,
i got it why i wish to wake up earlier everyday just to think of her for the short moment.
only i willing to wake up from the bed to get ready for everything.
do you try this before?
when you wake up for classes,you take one min to think what is the purpose of waking up so early?what is the main point to make everything go in the right way.when you lack of the most important thing from one most important person.it's just really hard to imagine what kind of world it will turn into.
-dark and scary.
-hopeless and useless.
-sleepy and tired.
-no motivation and energy.
i know how to ask.but do you think i need all this at this moment?no matter how special or how long i took to think this,it become rubbish at the end.cant use it at all.
but you need to know that,you MUST respect the one who you love,
follow her mind and listen to what she said.cause you cant change anything anymore.
do you think the plaster can help?
can you place the broken heart into the same position without any blood?Saturday, August 8, 2009
giRl wHo wOrTh fOr You tO lOvE:)
imagine who you love the most told you that we have some problem need totake a step backwards.how you feel?i can tell you it's terrible and feel like shit..everyone also face problemevery single day,we cant just leave the problem like that,every single person also have their different kind of thinking.thats why we all are special individuals right?if you love the person you must think of a good way to make the situation good for both of you.you cant just try,you must do it and make it happen.now only i realise you cant overlook the situation,cause sometimes you will make things worse.you must always be positive,even though you are not totally that kind of person,but when you love another person with the positive thinking,you must tell yourself whether you want to get together with her or you just want to be back yourself..for diff ppl have diff decision.just like thinking-positive or negative?decision-be back yourself or change it? sometimes all this decision is hard for you to make it so fast.but when you think of the girl you love so much,and you are facing this problem.your mind will be blank and just ask yourself that how much you love her?do you think she is worth it?then you will know what are you going to do.
for me i will just tell myself i dont want to make any decision will make me regret.i want to make the right decision which will leads me to happiness but not sadness or stress.i found mine,DO YOU?
when come to all this relationship,i never joke around with the girls i love.i know last time still young made a lot of wrong decision cause me to regret,so now i never let all this happen in my life again.i will change for her,even though im not.
sometimes you must think it through another perspective.you cant just think with your own stand,maybe some of you dont get what i mean,but when you come to your lover,you will get it and understand it.
love is just like that,you cant get who you want but you get the one who is diff from you,relationship need alot of opposite thing,like thinking-negative person must couple with positive person.you cant have both the same,if not once they have problem,the problem will just leave there and hard to settle.choose the right one for yourself and others.DONT REGRET!
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN RELATIONSHIP
TRUST AND BELIEVE!
for me i will just tell myself i dont want to make any decision will make me regret.i want to make the right decision which will leads me to happiness but not sadness or stress.i found mine,DO YOU?
when come to all this relationship,i never joke around with the girls i love.i know last time still young made a lot of wrong decision cause me to regret,so now i never let all this happen in my life again.i will change for her,even though im not.
sometimes you must think it through another perspective.you cant just think with your own stand,maybe some of you dont get what i mean,but when you come to your lover,you will get it and understand it.
love is just like that,you cant get who you want but you get the one who is diff from you,relationship need alot of opposite thing,like thinking-negative person must couple with positive person.you cant have both the same,if not once they have problem,the problem will just leave there and hard to settle.choose the right one for yourself and others.DONT REGRET!
THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN RELATIONSHIP
TRUST AND BELIEVE!
Monday, July 27, 2009
my birthday on 22nd of july,2009
we were in ou cause we planned to play futsal right after college.we all went back home and get our own stuff,my baby following me after college to my house.sheng also with me.she was driving her car.after that we went to ou and play futsal from 5 to 7 but i reached there late around 6 something,i kena fuck,haha:)after we play then we walked around ou and deciding where to have our dinner,at first we planned to go FRIDAYS but need to wait 15-20mins,i lazy to wait then someone suggested to have steamboat in old wings.on the way there,then charliee suddenly said want to go souled out,cause there got atmosphere.so we turned back and go souled out.that was the pic on the way to hartamas before passing the tunnel.we took alot of pic.
and the most important person i need to say thanks is my baby,rac<3.cause>
THANKS GUYS!!
before we go to souled out,waiting for mr moo and meili's car to come.
the group photo..a bit dark!
me and charlieee...
me and the bear bear chong.:D
the little birdyyy.
the blur chicken.
hartamas dai ko!
best bro,chokingwind.
muscle moo and jy
real muscle wong..
mr moo and meili(my darling)
my darling.
my two best bro,sheng(ratty)and foong(vomit king)
my baby and sien(stoner)
my baby and I.
sien and rac<3
gay partner:)
random.lol 
making a wish:D
vomit king!
charlieee..
bear bear.
birdy.
best bro yoong.
sien me and my baby,rac<3>juniee<3
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
omg i dOnt kNow WhAt hApPen tO my dAy.it suCks!!!
today freaking hell bad day..i dont know why the hell all the unlucky stuff happened to me..hyh.today coll no more parking slot.so i park my car near medan.and charles park in front of me..cb when i come back,the stupid paper on my front mirror..cb fucker..the first time i park outside kena saman d..you can imagine how bad is that?later i pass by pj taylors coll there,wanted to make a U-turn,but it's one way,like that also let the police saw me..sohai right..then need to pay him not to saman.if he saman,one day i will get 3 saman in a row..fuuuuuucccccckkkkk la...
fReAkinG hEll bAd dAy!!
just can see and cant do anything,damn 'bo song'..
why one relationship so hard to maintain til the best?
why girls like to suspect the love from the guy to the girl.
(girls)-when you feel you like the guy and the guy treat you good,just go for it la..dont care who or what is stopping you from making the right decision.
(guys)-when you find your girl who you like or have good feel pls.dont give up and give some effort into it.and the most important thing is consistency.you cant give up just like that when you're facing problem.just do it and tell yourself you must try and work it out..so what til the end you cant get her,at least you did your best,nothing for you to regret right?
i always heard LOVE IS BLIND!!but i think LOVE IS SELFISH also..you cant think of others when you like a person.so what others are having a same target with you,you must do your own part and do whatever you feel like doing it..
fReAkinG hEll bAd dAy!!
just can see and cant do anything,damn 'bo song'..
why one relationship so hard to maintain til the best?
why girls like to suspect the love from the guy to the girl.
(girls)-when you feel you like the guy and the guy treat you good,just go for it la..dont care who or what is stopping you from making the right decision.
(guys)-when you find your girl who you like or have good feel pls.dont give up and give some effort into it.and the most important thing is consistency.you cant give up just like that when you're facing problem.just do it and tell yourself you must try and work it out..so what til the end you cant get her,at least you did your best,nothing for you to regret right?
i always heard LOVE IS BLIND!!but i think LOVE IS SELFISH also..you cant think of others when you like a person.so what others are having a same target with you,you must do your own part and do whatever you feel like doing it..
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
15th of july,2009.
AC tHe whOlE fuCkinG dAy!!
today i woke up damn early in the morning,cause my class is at 830..so must wake up early and go coll earlier.always jam in LDP..damn sohai.i almost fell asleep in the car while im driving.my eyes like going to close.scared bang car but luckily i never get into accident la..if not i cant post this now:)today econs teacher never come,just passed us the paper and ask us to finish it and put into pigeon hole.but we dont care,just go off and went eat at medan..foos time!!keefe keefe,why you like to crawl under the table?haha.around 1 something i went ac and foos..but when i reached there,i saw rachel there playing pool..so i join her and play,so never foos.
we stay there til 9 something..damn late.after that i brought rachel to alsafa to shisha.then later that i fetch her home.
tHe giRl wHo yOu nEvEr wAnt to huRt hEr aT aLl.
do you feel this before?when you never expect the thing will happen just like out of a sudden..you cant imagine that you are not in the dream.i hope im not.YES it was real.i can feel it and that time i really damn happy and damn appreciate the chance.when im with her,i can feel like im the happiest guy in this world.i always dream that at night..in my dream.and now it become real.i cant explain how i feel.happy and excited til i have no other single word to say except HAPPPPYYY:D
it has been quite long for me to have this feel again..i wont just let the chance go like that..i want to hold it tight and noone can grab her away from me.i swear!it's hard to find a girl you are getting closer with and you love her loads.you should appreciate the chance right?you shouldnt just let it go like that..i will try all my best to put in 100% effort.and consistency.agree right?dont give up til the end!!
i love you and i miss you damn alot.the time when i hug and kiss you,i feel the world is so bright and full of hope.:D:D
today i woke up damn early in the morning,cause my class is at 830..so must wake up early and go coll earlier.always jam in LDP..damn sohai.i almost fell asleep in the car while im driving.my eyes like going to close.scared bang car but luckily i never get into accident la..if not i cant post this now:)today econs teacher never come,just passed us the paper and ask us to finish it and put into pigeon hole.but we dont care,just go off and went eat at medan..foos time!!keefe keefe,why you like to crawl under the table?haha.around 1 something i went ac and foos..but when i reached there,i saw rachel there playing pool..so i join her and play,so never foos.
we stay there til 9 something..damn late.after that i brought rachel to alsafa to shisha.then later that i fetch her home.
tHe giRl wHo yOu nEvEr wAnt to huRt hEr aT aLl.
do you feel this before?when you never expect the thing will happen just like out of a sudden..you cant imagine that you are not in the dream.i hope im not.YES it was real.i can feel it and that time i really damn happy and damn appreciate the chance.when im with her,i can feel like im the happiest guy in this world.i always dream that at night..in my dream.and now it become real.i cant explain how i feel.happy and excited til i have no other single word to say except HAPPPPYYY:D
it has been quite long for me to have this feel again..i wont just let the chance go like that..i want to hold it tight and noone can grab her away from me.i swear!it's hard to find a girl you are getting closer with and you love her loads.you should appreciate the chance right?you shouldnt just let it go like that..i will try all my best to put in 100% effort.and consistency.agree right?dont give up til the end!!
i love you and i miss you damn alot.the time when i hug and kiss you,i feel the world is so bright and full of hope.:D:D
Sunday, July 12, 2009
MEILI'S PARTY:)
yesterday when i reached home a bit late..so cant update my blog..til now only i free to update..yesterday was meili's party.before that i went out with weisheng around 3 something to his house only took a cab to ac..cause my sis drove the car out..so i got no choice to take cab with him..when i reached there..i saw her there also..then i play pool with her and weisheng.after that we need to go back around 8 something..we were late for meili's party.i asked rachel to go meili's party also..she said tell me later whether she can make it or not..we took cab from ac to jy house.then only he fetch me to my house and change,by the time i want to go out.my dad came back.so happy,can drive out no need mafan my bros..i drove there with weisheng.reached there around 9 something,we sat down chill for a while,then start to play poker on the dinning table..some of them play IN BETWEEN behind us..rachel reached meili's house around 11..
ME AND HER:D
besides that,i also damn happy on that day.cause i have something on with her..we get closer and closer..i feel the day was so bright even though it was raining on that moment.i hugging her and i dont feel like let go my hands.the feeling was perfect.i hope everyday i also can spend time with her together..but the time i spent with her yesterday not that long also.if i can spend the whole night with her,that is even better.dont you think so?i feel i so lucky to know her after i broke up with my ex so long..last time i think of her everyday-my ex..but she told me that we have no chance to get together,and i dont think i should waste time on her cause she have a bf..when i know she is happy with the bf,that's enough for me..i still treat her as my good friends.but she is diff from her,i need to change for her cause her attitude is diff from my ex.so yeah..i dont want to make myself regret again.i dont want never love the girl i suppose to love,i wont let her go no matter what..
MY STUPID PIMPLE
fucker,the stupid pimple like to follow me.diuuuuuuuu..
yesterday when i reached home a bit late..so cant update my blog..til now only i free to update..yesterday was meili's party.before that i went out with weisheng around 3 something to his house only took a cab to ac..cause my sis drove the car out..so i got no choice to take cab with him..when i reached there..i saw her there also..then i play pool with her and weisheng.after that we need to go back around 8 something..we were late for meili's party.i asked rachel to go meili's party also..she said tell me later whether she can make it or not..we took cab from ac to jy house.then only he fetch me to my house and change,by the time i want to go out.my dad came back.so happy,can drive out no need mafan my bros..i drove there with weisheng.reached there around 9 something,we sat down chill for a while,then start to play poker on the dinning table..some of them play IN BETWEEN behind us..rachel reached meili's house around 11..
ME AND HER:D
besides that,i also damn happy on that day.cause i have something on with her..we get closer and closer..i feel the day was so bright even though it was raining on that moment.i hugging her and i dont feel like let go my hands.the feeling was perfect.i hope everyday i also can spend time with her together..but the time i spent with her yesterday not that long also.if i can spend the whole night with her,that is even better.dont you think so?i feel i so lucky to know her after i broke up with my ex so long..last time i think of her everyday-my ex..but she told me that we have no chance to get together,and i dont think i should waste time on her cause she have a bf..when i know she is happy with the bf,that's enough for me..i still treat her as my good friends.but she is diff from her,i need to change for her cause her attitude is diff from my ex.so yeah..i dont want to make myself regret again.i dont want never love the girl i suppose to love,i wont let her go no matter what..
MY STUPID PIMPLE
fucker,the stupid pimple like to follow me.diuuuuuuuu..
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