27th of december,08

today i woke up early in the morning..cause im going amali with tick..the agen damn fucker he doesnt want to fetch us from our place..need to trouble my mom to fetch us to ou there only they come to fetch us..wtf man!on the way to ou..i called my best bro-jy..he went for NS today..i also a bit sad cause he leave us for 3 months..it's not long period but also not a short period..he's my best bro i swear..he helps me in everything no matter what problem is it..i appreciate what he did for me..hope jy can faster get used to the place..the place is quite far..SABAH!some more he cant pass the chinese new year with us...SAD!!
the amali class was fucking boring..omg i swear it was terrible..the small room was hot and smelly..the whole room got 2 sohai air-cond..cant work at all..zzz.we slept for 3 hours in the class..cause i dont think what they said is useful..so i choose to sleep..buuuttt it was FUCKING HOT!after the 6 hours class..i went ou with tick to meet up my mom..we ate sakae sushi for lunch around 5..

came back from PD.

wow..excellent day in PD..i spent my 2 days holidays there..at first i went there almost like 2 hours plus..reached there omg the hotel i mean not consider it's a apartment..it looks so ugly dirty and smelly..when the lift open all the same type of ppl came out..im like wtf..the room look so disgusting..and dark..so we went and look for another hotel call avillion..that was a prefect and the best resort..just beside the beach..they have 3 swimming pool..pet gardens..inside the garden they have rabbit cock..i hold the 1 hand small rabiit..the workers tell me it is just 2 months baby..so cute..i hope i can bring it back..but i cant..i tried something new yesterday night..i went out with my sister around 12..then we walk around the beach and we went and collect seashell,..cause we saw a lot of ppl went to the sea and catch something..so we just follow from the beach..cause the sea left the ground i forget what is that call..all the seawater went off..we saw a lot of small crab walking around..that try to hide themselves into the hole..but some of them i brought back to kl..hehe:p and we saw nice and pretty seashells so just collect and bring back..it was so fun..and i swim in the midnight around 130..the first time i swam in the midnight..the feeling was good.i can feel the sea wind just slapping me all the time..but the sea water a bit dirty la..and i play banana boat also..FUN!i saw a lot of hot chick there..but not consider la..just can see la..just not like the 1st apartment all malay lo..here got angmo chinese indian malay..all got..bettter la..this really a fun trip..

now..

now is early in the morning 0325..i cant get into sleep dont know why also..maybe you are runnning in my mind ..cause i cant sleep tonight..should i go after her..should i tell her i got the feeling to her..or i should just wait til the right time only tell her what i think..i dont know do i stand a chance for her??cause she is just like ermm..dont know how to explain in words..to find a relationship is so hard for me?maybe my face just cant attract any girl..maybe i cant give them happiness..so thats why i so hard to find a relationship...a sad day...

i feel the world is so dark.

why i got this kind of feeling?
when i looked out the window i feel like so lonely and boreeed.
i want to find someone really can chat with me everything..or i find someone who can chat with me..
dont u think u have a gf and dont have a gf..each of this also bring advantage and disadvantage..
u think....
if u have a gf..

u cant do all this..(depends on your gf)
1,u cannot go out with yourfriends without her.
2,u cannot go out with your friends without bringing her..
3,u cannot dont buy present for her when valentines,birthday,and all..
4,u cannot do all the freedom thing that u want to do..
5,think yourself..


if u have a gf..

the benefit u can get..

u can
1,feel the love ur gf give you..
2,when u feel bored she's the one who can teman you..
3,when you feel sad or upset she can give you advise and let you happy.
4,she can make you feel you are the only one in the world..
5,she can make u feel proud when you bring her to the outing..
6,she can make you feel that she cant live without you..


so you should know what to do..
i never mention about any girls ..
im just telling what i think of that..
sorry if bring any offense to you(who is reading this text):p

should be happy?

today i finished my exam-accounts..on 1st of december..i damn excited after the paper 1 cause paper in the morning only is paper 1 ..after the whole exam finished..me hong liew and ghia went to casa to bath and relax down..after that we went to station 1 in kd for lunch..i damn happy i got this gang of brothers..they are not my friends..they're my brothersss!!!later on me liew and hong went to blitz to meet up fat tick..then we play dota there only we go home by ourself..

today i damn sick..

the day before yesterday i feel damn sick and feel a bit dizzy..i found that i got a headache..damn suffer.suddenly when i cough i found that my hand got a bit blood..im like wtf.the whole night i just pass in suffering.til now i still got a headache./.damn suffer.when i stand up i feel dizzy..and i just want to lie on the bed..i feel damn weak to do anything..when i cough i feel my chest damn pain..i ate porridge and i cant taste anything..SUFFER!!SUFFER!!!

finished the second last of my science paper..

today i finally finished biology..at first i thought it will be damn hard..but paper 1 quite easy..but paper 2 is a a bit tough for me..i slept like half an hour cause i think of that very long haha:P but paper 3 is quite easy also
lucky yesterday night i looked through all the experiment..so just luckily i saw the VISKING TUBE..everyone thought others will be coming out..this also i can do a bit la..
not say cannot do at all..phew..waiting for physucs to finish...

why?why?why?

why the world so unfair?why?when i want her she is not belong to me..i look at her my tears just like the rain drop dripping down my cheek..i just want to get with her..anything wrong with that?i just want a long relationship..why cant give me?i look at her pics im like flying to heaven,..when i know she's not belong to me..and i never have a chance..my heart just drop from heaven to the hell which i dont want.give me one chance if i can i will do everything for her..JUST ONE CHANCE!


like my mind flying on the sky
i will bring you along
i will never let go and tight
just one chance

still have 3 more to go

i've 3 more subject to go.physics biology and acccounts.after that wow..FREE!!
suddenly wanna find someone who can really suitable for me..and i really like her a lot and start a new relationship..but it's hard to find one..who ever i see who is pretty most probably is older than me...why?why my mom born me so late?look at all the chun girl but cant do anything..i seriously jealous the guy who can get their girlfriend really pretty..dont know when is my turn..hope that day can reach faster..

lol..zz

just passed SPM one week after the math exam i just like treating SPM finished..but it has a long way to go..like two more weeks..that's really finished cause accounts is like five days after it's on 1st of dec..so i have quite a lot time to prepare for it..i must do well for chemistry biology and physics..i damn scare i cant get credit..i hope it will come out as easy as sej or math..so i got confidence to get a credit or B.

byebye SEJ.

from today on i wont touch the sej at all..cause finally finished the paper today..wow.is quite scary cause we dont know what is coming out..so we study like mad..at the end the paper was considered easy cause we study a lot..the paper easy then we worry the lvl of getting A will bring up..seriously we worried too much haha.:p tomorrow is the easiest subject ever..but i still need to do revision la..to avoid all those stupid silly careless mistakes..cause this is consider a free A for me..i need to do well for it..phewww...

the first day of spm.

wow..finally finished BM paper 1 and 2..it;s not really that easy just can manage to do finish the max i can get for this subject is i think C..
the sej paper 1 is kinda hard for me..cause i never study much for sej.cause i cant memorise for shit..just try my best to TEMBAK!!
tomorrow is english and sej paper 2 wow..is a tough paper..i think im going to leave a lot of page blank..cause i dont think i know how to do the paper 2..

the one day before SPM@.@

everyone were like very stress when i reached school today..
today our school got one SPM briefing at 0830.i saw everyone is EVERYONE holding sej books keep looking at the books cause the first day of the exam is sej and bm.
the time passes really fast..so fast is our form5 last year.FORM5 students we need to gambateh and get good result so that our hardwork never waste not even a bit..
i also hope what u guys study will come out at the question paper..get good result form5 buddies.wish u all good luck here.><
GOOD LUCK!

stupid champion league,zzz

the stupid champion league made me always lose money hyh..yesterday just lost 300 plus..hyh nowadays the football really fake..bet this that one won..bet that this one won..how to bet?
today my bro just asked me whether want to go pna night?i think that is my last year to stay in this school i think i shoould just go for it..i dont think i can study at home cause i just study for it and i feel so tiring man..just study for a few hour then cant tahan d..damn useless la me..
i think i will continue tomorrow morning tonight just stop first la..but i think i need to put in a lot of effort to study for my last important exam..SPM!!

my life just like the busy road.

everyday what i do was just tuition tuition and tuition..
boring la..today my last seminar was in the kasturi.the subject was account.the teacher look a bit nerd la.but he taught til quite details.so i understand what he tried to say.
the seminar just passed like half an hour ago..my eye just like the SUNFLOWER WITHOUT SUNLIGHT..keep going down.finally i fall asleep in the class..so embarrasing la.the teacher asked tick to wake me up..he still asked "u watch F1 yesterday night ah?"im like ....speechless continue my class.til the end of the class i walked out the class and saw my old school friend from chong hwa-jin zhuang.he was my old best friend last time maybe i change my school then we lost contact..but still okay la..not bad!

let us talk about something

actually i dont know what to write for today one.
quite sien la today.dont know what to do.just study for a while then went for lunch lo..i hope the spm can pass faster.so that i can "WET"everyday after that..go clubbing with my friends,go out everyday,go stay over,can do a lot of thing la..
suddenly want to talk about all my pet sister.
my first petsis is cho ying but she went to korea d..she quite funny cause always very shy when i met her.but i treat her like my sis d..take care of her..haha:)
carmen and emily also my petsis..this both lame chop haha:)they became my petsis like quite long ago..i also dont talk to them much cause they not very close to me..so i cant help them eveen though they're facing problem.carmen is damn lame..she always did the stuff that we cant expect.can call it as stupid haha:)but i treat her like my sis d..emily leh..she got bf forget me this bro d lo..but if anything happen to her i also will help one.
kitt mun and kylynn..this two are the closest to me..this two i always see them cry one..so i also will try my best to let them happy back..both also like to bite ppl one.scary but they treat me very good la..
jasmine rudy liann jeanni also my petsis..but all of them also not close to me..i also never help them in anything just that chat with them once in a while..except jasmine..i like her before but not now anymore she's like my sis also..i also talk to her quite often..but just a normal conversation la..
all my sister also damn pretty and smart.some of them are cute but some of them are pretty..but but..half of them very lame..haha..especially the carmen..i hope all my sister also can happy and face everything from now on..anything happen tell your kor k?
your kor jun

another tired day.

today i went to kdu college for the perfection seminar.omg the hall like the pasar mlm fucking a lot of ppl.all the teachers gave the seminar was very useful.just except for one stupid useless teacher name call lisa.she damn rude to all the students and she dont even know how to teach.even though english is a very easy subject to teach.we all like speechless when she sweared at the students.
then after the seminar we skipped add math and went to rastha to shisha.jy gj mt cc and me.we talked about how we feel and discuss about what to do after spm.this 4 friends are my really good brothers.they help me when i need help and they teman me when i need them.thanks a lot.

speechless

I THINK if a raindrop can represents how much I love you, I would ask for a storm...

If I could be anything, I would be your tear so I could stay in your eyes, roll down your cheek, and die on your lips.you're so wonderful til i cant mention how you look like in a few sentences here.but all these poem are not important cause the best poem is come out from the heart.

If you give me a chance to write your name.i wouldnt write it in the sand cause the wave washed it away,i wouldnt write your name on a piece of paper,cause it will be missing anytime,i wouldnt write your name in the sky cause the wind will blow it away,finally i decide to write your name in one place.

-MY HEART-

the first day im write blog.

today is my first day to write this blog,i just dont know why i will write this.cause i think it's quite troublesome to write it here everyday,but at the end i still do it cause i feel really bored.
i had a really tiring day.
today i had two tuition in a row.
yesterday i had three tuition in a row.
they were not in the afternoon,the first tuition always start early in the morning.it made me feel exhausted.but just til next month i'm free.i think i will write something up when im free or feel bored.