today consider a normal but tiring day.early in the morning must go to coll for the first econs class.damn boring.the class just started around 15 mins,then zheng,brian,jason and sheng all lying on the table d.but the $ never say anything.
after coll we all play futsal in sport planet from 5-7.damn tired.
after that we planned to go eat steamboat in kelana jaya-telephone steamboat.but it never open so we change our venue to kota damansara-hoho steamboat,obviously before that i must do something before i have my dinner,if not i cant eat at all.
can guess what is that?
seeing her for a short moment.dont know why,when i look at her,i feel my tiring day became a energetic and enjoy day.dont you think we all should live in this way,like the one who you love doesnt want to get together with you,so what?the best thing is can see her everyday and talk to her.even though she got a new bf,you should just love her from far far away.dont do anything to her.you love someone not to hope for anything in return from her,just hope she's happy enough.she treat you as a normal friend or stranger also can.but i just hope to see her enjoy her life without having any stress,right?the moment you think of her,the world is so wonderful and colourful.
even though we never like last time,but we are still friends.i dont care what she said hurt my heart or my feeling,i just want her to be happy.selfish right?i willing to do that for her.maybe at the end i wont get her as mine,but i hope she can get another better.i just dont want her to be unhappy and stress for anything.
happy and free life,
dont you want it?
dont be selfish,
think of her,
follow her way,
let it be.
WHAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIVING IN THIS WORLD?
see the one who you love smile.
see the one who you love laugh.
see the one who you love sleep.
see the one who you love BE HAPPY!
that is the most important thing.
i dont like to see her cry,tell me she is stress,then i hope i never appear in her life or in front of her.i hope i dont live in this world if im giving her stress in this way,if i know she is stress about this,i will feel damn painful and sad.that day i think properly about everything and i cried.cause i damn freaking hell selfish,i never think she will doesnt like it in this way.how stupid am i?TELL ME!why the god want to play me in this way?give me and take it away from me.at that moment my mind was blank and i dont know how i feel?sad?NO,worse than that.want to cry?i hope i can bring all my tears out from my body and let it go.
LET'S IMAGINE!
you lost the one who you love the most.she think you are giving her alot of stress.when she is unhappy,do you think you can be happy?i dont thinkkkk sooo..impossible!if you are happy,that means what you told her like how much you love her or how long you both will last?
ALLLLLL BULLSHIT!!!
WHAT KIND OF FUCKING SHIT IS THAT?
LOVING her is like the GOD passed to me when i was borned.
seeing her smile is the happiest thing ever in my life.
seeing her happy,that's the reason why i feel glad.
