today is the earliset i post up my blog.

i dont really know what to post up,but i still post up la.nothing to do also so i just signed in my blog and write some shit here la.

i miss her and i cant msg her cause she is in the class now,i dont want to disturb her cause i want her to concentrate in the class.if im not mistaken she have alot of work to do.

finally i understand how is the day when you dont stress yourself up.is damn relaxing and cooling.i skipped my 11 class went and have lunch with all my bros.i dont know what to drink so i ordered carslberg to drink.i think im going to drink it everyday cause it can release my stress and let me dont think so much of thing.but then today i dont have any stress la.cause im always happy with everything.i dont want make myself think so much and dont want make her so stress.she is my everything and i will do the simpliest thing for her,just to make her happy.

im thinking of her every second in my day.ppl ask me why i think of her?what so good about her?i have alot of thing to say about this.

when you love her,you can find alot of reason to love her,but you have only one reason why you want to get together with her.

cause you have the special and mysterious feeling hiding in your heart.you cant show it and you cant tell anyone.just you can feel it.some of the feeling you can feel it's going to stay there for a while but some of it you can feel it can stay for a long time,do you think it before when you tell other ppl you love her?

maybe some of you dont agree with my statement,i just want to share with you all how and why i love her so much til i cant do anything with it?

i dont hope i can make everyone happy but just her.what she think and how she think make alot of diff to me.cause she is the only one who can make me feel in this way.

she is the only one who can make me love her so much.

she is the only one who can make me change my mind into another type of thinking

she is the only one who can make me think of her every second everyday

she is the only one who can make me smile the whole day without any single reason.

she is the only one who can make me want to protect her in every way.

when you love the person,dont regret of loving her,just think of treating her good.dont give you yourself all the excuses that she is not good la,or she damn this or that la.all this you shouldnt have when you love a person.
treat her/him better than others.not treat her bad like others.do you think before when you both fight,
1,it will make you both know each other even more,understand each other what each other want.
2,you will stress another person out when another one started the fight.
you must know what to do and how to do with different person.

just like me,i love her and i willing to change my everything for her.last time i can change for my ex,today wen jun can do it again.just for her.
maybe im just immature cant match with her.i dont know seriously why i like that?why i always being so stupid find things to fight leh?
haha.you think i always want to be stupid.?no no no,i wont anymore lo..i need to be a smart fella and not a stupid dumb fella.hehe:)

yesterday is the last day,pls remind me when im being stupid release my emotion like sohai.i dont want and wont do that again.anymore.

why?

cause of her i wont do that anymore.AT ALL!!!

cause i love her so much til i can do everything.hehe:D

tHe dAy i FeEl mYseLf so sTupId aNd UselEsS

i just dont know what should i do and what i do is right,what i do is wrong.
maybe the way i show my care to her is diff from others.thats why she doesnt like it in that way,i dont think i have any reason not to change for her.when you love her damn alot til you cant control yourself,that is what you will do to her,just to make her happy only.

since she is positive person,now ME i will just always be positive.i wont ever get angry get moody or get sad no matter what.cause she doesnt like it.but also need to depends on the situation la.it cant like ppl kacau my girl i can still relax and sitting down there right?i know what to do now and i wont do the things i shouldnt do.

ME,juniee tell everyone who read my blog,i will never ever be emo or moody cause of all the stupid things.cause i want she stay in stress free zone.i miss her damn alot la.i cant imagine i never see hre for one day.imagine you dont eat or drink for the whole day.imagine human live without oxygen or fishes live without water.that is me.
'i cant tell you all how much i love her.i just can do everything for her no matter what,no matter how hard is it,i also will try all my best to do it.i know i made her unhappy,sorry so much and i promise you and everyone will be the weakness that i will never ever be like that anymore.

for the one i love i want me to do that,thats why i promise her in my blog,so that everyone can prove that i said it to her.