my birthday on 22nd of july,2009

we were in ou cause we planned to play futsal right after college.we all went back home and get our own stuff,my baby following me after college to my house.sheng also with me.she was driving her car.after that we went to ou and play futsal from 5 to 7 but i reached there late around 6 something,i kena fuck,haha:)after we play then we walked around ou and deciding where to have our dinner,at first we planned to go FRIDAYS but need to wait 15-20mins,i lazy to wait then someone suggested to have steamboat in old wings.on the way there,then charliee suddenly said want to go souled out,cause there got atmosphere.so we turned back and go souled out.that was the pic on the way to hartamas before passing the tunnel.we took alot of pic.

and the most important person i need to say thanks is my baby,rac<3.cause>

THANKS GUYS!!

before we go to souled out,waiting for mr moo and meili's car to come.




the group photo..a bit dark!

me and charlieee...

me and the bear bear chong.:D

the little birdyyy.

the blur chicken.

hartamas dai ko!

best bro,chokingwind.

muscle moo and jy

real muscle wong..

mr moo and meili(my darling)

my darling.

my two best bro,sheng(ratty)and foong(vomit king)

my baby and sien(stoner)

my baby and I.

sien and rac<3

gay partner:)

random.lol

making a wish:D

vomit king!

charlieee..

bear bear.

birdy.

best bro yoong.

sien me and my baby,rac<3>

juniee<3

omg i dOnt kNow WhAt hApPen tO my dAy.it suCks!!!

today freaking hell bad day..i dont know why the hell all the unlucky stuff happened to me..hyh.today coll no more parking slot.so i park my car near medan.and charles park in front of me..cb when i come back,the stupid paper on my front mirror..cb fucker..the first time i park outside kena saman d..you can imagine how bad is that?later i pass by pj taylors coll there,wanted to make a U-turn,but it's one way,like that also let the police saw me..sohai right..then need to pay him not to saman.if he saman,one day i will get 3 saman in a row..fuuuuuucccccckkkkk la...
fReAkinG hEll bAd dAy!!

just can see and cant do anything,damn 'bo song'..
why one relationship so hard to maintain til the best?
why girls like to suspect the love from the guy to the girl.
(girls)-when you feel you like the guy and the guy treat you good,just go for it la..dont care who or what is stopping you from making the right decision.
(guys)-when you find your girl who you like or have good feel pls.dont give up and give some effort into it.and the most important thing is consistency.you cant give up just like that when you're facing problem.just do it and tell yourself you must try and work it out..so what til the end you cant get her,at least you did your best,nothing for you to regret right?

i always heard LOVE IS BLIND!!but i think LOVE IS SELFISH also..you cant think of others when you like a person.so what others are having a same target with you,you must do your own part and do whatever you feel like doing it..

15th of july,2009.

AC tHe whOlE fuCkinG dAy!!
today i woke up damn early in the morning,cause my class is at 830..so must wake up early and go coll earlier.always jam in LDP..damn sohai.i almost fell asleep in the car while im driving.my eyes like going to close.scared bang car but luckily i never get into accident la..if not i cant post this now:)today econs teacher never come,just passed us the paper and ask us to finish it and put into pigeon hole.but we dont care,just go off and went eat at medan..foos time!!keefe keefe,why you like to crawl under the table?haha.around 1 something i went ac and foos..but when i reached there,i saw rachel there playing pool..so i join her and play,so never foos.
we stay there til 9 something..damn late.after that i brought rachel to alsafa to shisha.then later that i fetch her home.

tHe giRl wHo yOu nEvEr wAnt to huRt hEr aT aLl.
do you feel this before?when you never expect the thing will happen just like out of a sudden..you cant imagine that you are not in the dream.i hope im not.YES it was real.i can feel it and that time i really damn happy and damn appreciate the chance.when im with her,i can feel like im the happiest guy in this world.i always dream that at night..in my dream.and now it become real.i cant explain how i feel.happy and excited til i have no other single word to say except HAPPPPYYY:D
it has been quite long for me to have this feel again..i wont just let the chance go like that..i want to hold it tight and noone can grab her away from me.i swear!it's hard to find a girl you are getting closer with and you love her loads.you should appreciate the chance right?you shouldnt just let it go like that..i will try all my best to put in 100% effort.and consistency.agree right?dont give up til the end!!
i love you and i miss you damn alot.the time when i hug and kiss you,i feel the world is so bright and full of hope.:D:D

MEILI'S PARTY:)
yesterday when i reached home a bit late..so cant update my blog..til now only i free to update..yesterday was meili's party.before that i went out with weisheng around 3 something to his house only took a cab to ac..cause my sis drove the car out..so i got no choice to take cab with him..when i reached there..i saw her there also..then i play pool with her and weisheng.after that we need to go back around 8 something..we were late for meili's party.i asked rachel to go meili's party also..she said tell me later whether she can make it or not..we took cab from ac to jy house.then only he fetch me to my house and change,by the time i want to go out.my dad came back.so happy,can drive out no need mafan my bros..i drove there with weisheng.reached there around 9 something,we sat down chill for a while,then start to play poker on the dinning table..some of them play IN BETWEEN behind us..rachel reached meili's house around 11..

ME AND HER:D
besides that,i also damn happy on that day.cause i have something on with her..we get closer and closer..i feel the day was so bright even though it was raining on that moment.i hugging her and i dont feel like let go my hands.the feeling was perfect.i hope everyday i also can spend time with her together..but the time i spent with her yesterday not that long also.if i can spend the whole night with her,that is even better.dont you think so?i feel i so lucky to know her after i broke up with my ex so long..last time i think of her everyday-my ex..but she told me that we have no chance to get together,and i dont think i should waste time on her cause she have a bf..when i know she is happy with the bf,that's enough for me..i still treat her as my good friends.but she is diff from her,i need to change for her cause her attitude is diff from my ex.so yeah..i dont want to make myself regret again.i dont want never love the girl i suppose to love,i wont let her go no matter what..

MY STUPID PIMPLE
fucker,the stupid pimple like to follow me.diuuuuuuuu..

missing her is just like my daily routine:)

today my coll damn tiring..maybe it's because i slept late yesterday night.this morning when i was driving to coll i damn sleepy la..almost fall asleep..lucky i think of her and it made me awake..hehe:)magic right?haha..but i seriously love her so much la..when she was beside me,i feel that wanna spend longer time with her,when i got back home,i feel like wanna go find her and spend time with her again..just like keep want to spend time with her..it's really amazing spending with her..she made my day:)when she is not beside me i will miss her kao kao alot.when she is beside me,i want to stare at her the whole time just look at her pretty and attractive face..the feeling damn weird..the first time i feel this way.i dont know how to explain how much i love her and how much i miss her.

i cannot find a place where you do not exist,
my hearts still leaves the door open a little,
for YOU to step in.

unrEasOnablE excUsE

this two years this is my first time i feel that im so useless cause i cant let her feel that my love to her is real and it's not fake..if you treat me as your lifebouy i dont mind you said that to me..but for the reason you give me i dont think i can accept it..if you treat me just a normal friends and just use me to pass your free time..this reason i can accept..but you tell me for any other reason no la..i dont think so..you think i treat you as what?bubblegum??tissue??no..you are just like my heart.do you think you can ask me to live without my heart?and go after others without my heart???it's all bullshit..i cant imagine you said that to me..i want you to know..the feeling is not just like or love so simple..in a short time like this..you gave me a special and wonderful time..for damn long i never have all this kind of feeling.you want me to search for others who will give me this kind of feeling?

i feel that im so stupid and fucked up cause i cant do anything..it makes me cant do anything now,just think of you.im trying my best to call her now but i think her phone is off now.i dont know what to do now,feel so blank in my mind.

COLLEGE!?!

today i woke up early and i went to college to register all the subject..damn alot of ppl..i feel nice to go back coll but everydays i need to wake up before 7 cause my class will start at 830..damn cham right?but something motivate me to wake up early everyday..hehe:)

wait!
do you feel like this before?you feel that you cant live without her,missing her all the time,want her to stay beside you and all the special feeling..i got it!finally i got it.she gave me the special feeling like i must see everyday,if not i will feel like uncomfortable..i think she is the first one who make me feel so sooooo.....sooo...after two and a half year.i miss this kinda feeling!when she is beside me,even though how sleep am i or how moody am i,i will be fine once she is beside me..maybe i have alot of things to correct so that i can match her..but anyways i will always try my best cause of her..actually today i cant go back late,but i choose to fetch her here and there just to spend time with her..i dont care how far is it..i just hope the car will just stop there and dont move.so i can spend the whole day with her.she is the first one who gave me this kinda feeling.SHE IS THE FIRST ONE!!everyone give me diff feeling.but hers is the most special one.
:):):):):):)happpppppyyyyyyyy!:D

2nd of june,2009,outing!

yesterday weisheng woke me up around 10 something.asked me about the plan for yesterday..then i told him the whole plans and asked him to ask meili whether i pick her up or she drive me there..then later i got her msg,errr ask me to pick her up..so around 2 something i went to pick meili and weisheng up.
actually i asked one of my friend out also..this was my friends i know her not that long..just a few days only.but i asked her out for a movie.actually i thought she will drive there herself,but not good right?

so i went and fetch her in taylors:)
cause i dont want her to drive there so mafan.
cause after that we all going the same destination.means AC.

we watch ICE AGE 3.the show quite funny and it was quite interesting also.after the movie,we went to AC together.play pool and foos.around 7 something we went down to have dinner.

this weisheng a bit too much,order the drink and made me sit down and pay for him.then he himself go walk around with meili and order food..too fucking much:)but nvm la..my bro ma.just pay for him lo.

oooooppsssss..i never tell you all what is my friend's name yet right..haha:)her name is rachel:)nice name right?at night we planned to go either hartamas or alsafa.

but at the end our final decision was hartamas.cause we dont want to spend the whole night in alsafa just shisha.so we went breakers and foos.later only go davies and shisha.i asked rachel to go hartamas also..to teman me la.she is a nice and pretty girl.she gave me a comfyy feeling.
and meili also told me about her,said that she is friendly not like other girls even though that was the first time they met,i think they can become good friends if we plan more outing:)

on the way sending meili home,i went to desa park city and buy credit.walking in the 7-eleven,i saw two ang-mo were buying alot of stuff.then they talk to the cashier alot of things.something their house were having some party and they have one prostitute in their house,that time i stone there.im like wtf.then after they ciao,the cashier asked me what they both said?then i told them PEREMPUAN la..then the sohai cashier damn happy and say it in malay,i want to join also..ask them wait for me..haha:)this kind of people damn funnyyy..