this two years this is my first time i feel that im so useless cause i cant let her feel that my love to her is real and it's not fake..if you treat me as your lifebouy i dont mind you said that to me..but for the reason you give me i dont think i can accept it..if you treat me just a normal friends and just use me to pass your free time..this reason i can accept..but you tell me for any other reason no la..i dont think so..you think i treat you as what?bubblegum??tissue??no..you are just like my heart.do you think you can ask me to live without my heart?and go after others without my heart???it's all bullshit..i cant imagine you said that to me..i want you to know..the feeling is not just like or love so simple..in a short time like this..you gave me a special and wonderful time..for damn long i never have all this kind of feeling.you want me to search for others who will give me this kind of feeling?
i feel that im so stupid and fucked up cause i cant do anything..it makes me cant do anything now,just think of you.im trying my best to call her now but i think her phone is off now.i dont know what to do now,feel so blank in my mind.
