stupid thing ever!

being stupid is just like me,you always think that when you love the person is more than enough,cause you dont hope for any return from her/him.but now i realise they wont know how much you do for them,they will just think of who they love and who they care.they never think of you at all.
why i say this?i dont know,i just think that i damn stupid,i dont know what should i do,and what i shouldnt do.maybe they are right.dont be a stupid person.they wont appreciate what you have done.they dont even give a shit to what you did.they will just think who ask you to be so stupid do so many things for me.that is your return,is not from their mouth but is from their heart.
they will think this sohai always kacau me,think he himself got any chance to get me,ask him to dream on la.i dont think you want this kind of reply from her right?then you should just leave her alone better than keep kacau her til she say that to you.
it's hurt,but the most important thing is that you being stupid and give her the chance to tell you that you are stupid.DONT ever do that like me.you all have a lot of choices,dont being stupid and wait for the reply come out from her mouth.

FUCKING STUPID!!

my dearest rac:)

yoong my bro:)

sheng my bro:)

my darling:)


wow today damn tiring weihhh..early in the morning rushed for my 1st econ assignmnet,late 40mins cause LDP fucking hell jam,i reached coll around 910,i dont know the test is half an hour only,i thought it's one hour.when i reached all finished d.im like wtf.i need to see norli and get approve from her to retake my assignment.then right after my accounts class then i went for the test around 15 mins.then only i went for my CSC class.today i feel damn happy never skip even one class hehe:)

after that sheng,foong and me went to cut hair at SS2,after that we went rasta shisha.

around 5 something rac called me,her car broke down,then i took foong's car and go meet her up,no batt i went yoong's shop and took it.after that her car can move but then half way stop cause water over boiled.inside no water wth right?nvm is rac right i myust help no matter what.

then the workshop ppl came and help,then she left her car there for checking.tmw noon only i go collect.straight after that we went to sheng house and wait for yoong come and fetch us.

cause too many ppl cant fit inside the myv.we went alsafa,then i sent yoong back and i use his car to send my princess back home cause she got no car right?haha..bro,thanks so much,i owe you la.seriously,i wont forget how you treat me.thanks.

after that i need to thanks sheng meili and kim also.i got no transport back then i asked them come fetch me all the way from desa park city to taman tun just to send me home,i feel really sorry for them.disturb you all seriously sorry,darling thanks so much.then when i reached home kena fuck cause came home late without bag haha.:)nvm la.everything is worth it.

actually she can follow her friends back one,but nvm la so long never see her d,so i send her home lo.wanna see her more ma..hehe:)if not got no chance.

rac thanks allowing me to send you home,give me the chance to spend time with you,thankssss:D i really appreciate it.

and yoong sheng meili i seriously need to say one more time,THANKS SO SO MUCH!i owe you all la.tmw i belanja makan.

fOr thE One wHo yOu KnoW iS yOu:)

i know you are sad,but you try to think properly why all those things will happen?dont you think it comes too fast and goes too fast.no matter how much you love him,once his heart changed you cant do anything with it.i know you still love him,but you need to know this kind of guy is not worth for you to get emo or unhappy the whole day.who doesnt know you are a positive and happy person.all like to see you with your big smile,not the emo face,it's horrible to see that face.
i know you damn sad now,but you need to chill down and think properly,dont emo for the guy who doesnt love you anymore,if he still love you,all those things wont ever happen cause he cares about your feeling.but you know the whole thing,i dont know i cant really say much.
i just hope that you can be happy like how you ask me to be last time,now i think i need to tell you this again,cause i dont want to see you unhappy.the moment i know you are unhappy,my heart feel damn pain.dont know why,maybe your every single thing can affect me in every single way.
when you know the one who you love dont love you anymore,you need to accept it.it needs some time but you must do it cause that is the only thing you can do.
EMO?UNHAPPY?
it cannot solve things out,will just make thing worse.
you will have a better life without all this stress..be happy,my dear.

just for you:)

i dont know you like it or not?but i just want to buy it for you and make you happy,i dont know whether i success or not,i just try only.
cause the thing i dont want it to happen the most is you being unhappy.everything i also dont care but when you emo or unhappy,i cant concentrate d.i like to see you smile,laugh or hyper.cause that time you are just wonderful and beautiful.you are so attractive that time,but when you are unhappy or angry,you look damn scary and no nice.so you must be happy all the time k?i dont want you scared all your friends or neighbours.K?haha..
everything will be fine,i think he just busy doing his things so that cant msg you in the morning only la.must be positive k?negative dont even bother to think about it.cause you dont want to be unhappy or negative.
when you emo remember open your fridge k?i hope that can help you release all your stress.

always be U dont be n :)

genting:)

today i suppose to post up the genting pic right?i got it la.

everyone enjoy the one day trip.

but after that everyone were fucking exhausted.

on the way down from genting to rasta.:(tired.

cute right?

bumber cars.:)

our chemical bonds:)

mr moo doing body pump:D

langit ada....

after finished,everyone were in the pic.

while waiting for others who were playing.

just finished playing cock screw.fucking dizzy.

the first thing we play:)

all the girls:)

brian,yoonwei,kimmy,foong,keefe and me.

the porsche mirror.

keechong sleeping and brian try to poke kimmy face.

kimmy,darling,jason.anna.keefe,foong,sheng,brian,edric,yoonwei,tienning,vivien,cheezhen and ME!

me darling kimmy foong and ning.

me and tien ning:)

carrying my queen:)

my darling and me.

kimmy and me.

me and foong.

darling,me and kimmy.

foong,kimmy,me and darling.

me and kimmy.

darling me and kimmy.

me and foong.

that is brian car,damn slow right?

gEntiNg and wHat i wAnNa tEll yOu.

wow..today damn tiring.came back from genting with all my crazy bros and sis.

who went with me?

-weisheng,wengfoong,meili,kim,keefe,brian,keechong,jason,yoonwei,edric,tim,cheezhen,zheng,hao,anna munyee,charles,vivien,jienyoong,chloe,wesley

i dont think i miss out anyone here right?tell me if i do.we enjoy our half day holidays.cause today our mufy have some charity stuff,all classes shorten it to half an hour.that is what we want la.right?bros.haha:)

i think i should just post tmw with all the pics.

rach.

dont be emo and negative.

you never think it will become like that,if you love him you should just change him,cause i dont think negative is better than positive.right?everyone can be negative but cant totally change to negative.thats wrong,totally wrong la.

noone want to be negative,sometimes cause of the situation only.when you love him just go for him,so that you wont regret.we do something not to let us have any chance to regret,cant just give up like that(everyone).

change for him or change him?what you think?you are positive,he is negative.of course you need to change him into positive right?no such thing you change for him one la.that is bullshit.

i dont hope to know you cry for all this again,you know when you are happy you are fantastic,but when you emo or angry,damn scary la.pls la dont.if not i will spa.. you again..haha:p

but im serious with it,i want you to be happy not like that,dont let your tears just roll down like that,think.k?i dont hope he will treat you good just that i hope you will be happy.that is all i want.be yourself,dont stress yourself out.remember what you told me?if he love you,not the one after you change,is the original you.no point loving him if he want you to change,that is not you anymore.get it?

be like this:D

still remember?:)

whAt a dAy?

after so long,almost two years i feel the sadness again.
i cant imagine i lost her just in one night,while im sleeping.i woke up at 4,took my phone and look,2 msg.press and see 2 from her.told me the thing i never expect will happen.that time my mind totally blank and i want to cry but cant really cry out,i seriously feel this time is worse than last time.cause me and her get close damn fast,but get further even faster,now we are just friends.
i dont know how to tell you all how i feel?just that i feel like what i do for her is not enough to make her stay with me,i seriously damn regret being so stupid again.two years ago i made a regret and stupid decision,after 2 years same thing happened to me again.
i seriously cant get girlfriend,maybe my attitude problem and i cant treat the girl as good as others.i dont know what to do now.i feel damn blank,want to find something to pass my time but i cant.cause before this i spend all the time with her,but now i dont know how to spend all my time.i still remember the time i spent with her,was so happy and romantic.the moment i spent with her will always stay in my mind and it will never go off my mind.
even though she reject me cause of her ex but i tell you all i wont just give up like that,no matter how long i will wait for her cause the love towards her is just cant explain in words.
i want her but cant,so i can just hope she will be happy with the ex and treat her better.today i cried for her,dont know why,tears just came out and i keep thinking of her,i think that is the reason why.
today i went ac play pool with jim,once i stepped in ac,i felt something missing,IS HER!!she totally gone from my world.i dont want to do stupid thing,so i can just tell myself study well,so that me and her have another chance in some other time.
thanks all my bros.seriously everytimes when i had all this problem they will always stay beside me,i will never forget how you treat me,in my heart always got my brothers.
rachel:i still love you but cant show it out so i can just keep it inside my heart.