i feel the world is so dark.

why i got this kind of feeling?
when i looked out the window i feel like so lonely and boreeed.
i want to find someone really can chat with me everything..or i find someone who can chat with me..
dont u think u have a gf and dont have a gf..each of this also bring advantage and disadvantage..
u think....
if u have a gf..

u cant do all this..(depends on your gf)
1,u cannot go out with yourfriends without her.
2,u cannot go out with your friends without bringing her..
3,u cannot dont buy present for her when valentines,birthday,and all..
4,u cannot do all the freedom thing that u want to do..
5,think yourself..


if u have a gf..

the benefit u can get..

u can
1,feel the love ur gf give you..
2,when u feel bored she's the one who can teman you..
3,when you feel sad or upset she can give you advise and let you happy.
4,she can make you feel you are the only one in the world..
5,she can make u feel proud when you bring her to the outing..
6,she can make you feel that she cant live without you..


so you should know what to do..
i never mention about any girls ..
im just telling what i think of that..
sorry if bring any offense to you(who is reading this text):p

should be happy?

today i finished my exam-accounts..on 1st of december..i damn excited after the paper 1 cause paper in the morning only is paper 1 ..after the whole exam finished..me hong liew and ghia went to casa to bath and relax down..after that we went to station 1 in kd for lunch..i damn happy i got this gang of brothers..they are not my friends..they're my brothersss!!!later on me liew and hong went to blitz to meet up fat tick..then we play dota there only we go home by ourself..

today i damn sick..

the day before yesterday i feel damn sick and feel a bit dizzy..i found that i got a headache..damn suffer.suddenly when i cough i found that my hand got a bit blood..im like wtf.the whole night i just pass in suffering.til now i still got a headache./.damn suffer.when i stand up i feel dizzy..and i just want to lie on the bed..i feel damn weak to do anything..when i cough i feel my chest damn pain..i ate porridge and i cant taste anything..SUFFER!!SUFFER!!!

finished the second last of my science paper..

today i finally finished biology..at first i thought it will be damn hard..but paper 1 quite easy..but paper 2 is a a bit tough for me..i slept like half an hour cause i think of that very long haha:P but paper 3 is quite easy also
lucky yesterday night i looked through all the experiment..so just luckily i saw the VISKING TUBE..everyone thought others will be coming out..this also i can do a bit la..
not say cannot do at all..phew..waiting for physucs to finish...

why?why?why?

why the world so unfair?why?when i want her she is not belong to me..i look at her my tears just like the rain drop dripping down my cheek..i just want to get with her..anything wrong with that?i just want a long relationship..why cant give me?i look at her pics im like flying to heaven,..when i know she's not belong to me..and i never have a chance..my heart just drop from heaven to the hell which i dont want.give me one chance if i can i will do everything for her..JUST ONE CHANCE!


like my mind flying on the sky
i will bring you along
i will never let go and tight
just one chance

still have 3 more to go

i've 3 more subject to go.physics biology and acccounts.after that wow..FREE!!
suddenly wanna find someone who can really suitable for me..and i really like her a lot and start a new relationship..but it's hard to find one..who ever i see who is pretty most probably is older than me...why?why my mom born me so late?look at all the chun girl but cant do anything..i seriously jealous the guy who can get their girlfriend really pretty..dont know when is my turn..hope that day can reach faster..

lol..zz

just passed SPM one week after the math exam i just like treating SPM finished..but it has a long way to go..like two more weeks..that's really finished cause accounts is like five days after it's on 1st of dec..so i have quite a lot time to prepare for it..i must do well for chemistry biology and physics..i damn scare i cant get credit..i hope it will come out as easy as sej or math..so i got confidence to get a credit or B.