came back from PD.

wow..excellent day in PD..i spent my 2 days holidays there..at first i went there almost like 2 hours plus..reached there omg the hotel i mean not consider it's a apartment..it looks so ugly dirty and smelly..when the lift open all the same type of ppl came out..im like wtf..the room look so disgusting..and dark..so we went and look for another hotel call avillion..that was a prefect and the best resort..just beside the beach..they have 3 swimming pool..pet gardens..inside the garden they have rabbit cock..i hold the 1 hand small rabiit..the workers tell me it is just 2 months baby..so cute..i hope i can bring it back..but i cant..i tried something new yesterday night..i went out with my sister around 12..then we walk around the beach and we went and collect seashell,..cause we saw a lot of ppl went to the sea and catch something..so we just follow from the beach..cause the sea left the ground i forget what is that call..all the seawater went off..we saw a lot of small crab walking around..that try to hide themselves into the hole..but some of them i brought back to kl..hehe:p and we saw nice and pretty seashells so just collect and bring back..it was so fun..and i swim in the midnight around 130..the first time i swam in the midnight..the feeling was good.i can feel the sea wind just slapping me all the time..but the sea water a bit dirty la..and i play banana boat also..FUN!i saw a lot of hot chick there..but not consider la..just can see la..just not like the 1st apartment all malay lo..here got angmo chinese indian malay..all got..bettter la..this really a fun trip..

now..

now is early in the morning 0325..i cant get into sleep dont know why also..maybe you are runnning in my mind ..cause i cant sleep tonight..should i go after her..should i tell her i got the feeling to her..or i should just wait til the right time only tell her what i think..i dont know do i stand a chance for her??cause she is just like ermm..dont know how to explain in words..to find a relationship is so hard for me?maybe my face just cant attract any girl..maybe i cant give them happiness..so thats why i so hard to find a relationship...a sad day...

i feel the world is so dark.

why i got this kind of feeling?
when i looked out the window i feel like so lonely and boreeed.
i want to find someone really can chat with me everything..or i find someone who can chat with me..
dont u think u have a gf and dont have a gf..each of this also bring advantage and disadvantage..
u think....
if u have a gf..

u cant do all this..(depends on your gf)
1,u cannot go out with yourfriends without her.
2,u cannot go out with your friends without bringing her..
3,u cannot dont buy present for her when valentines,birthday,and all..
4,u cannot do all the freedom thing that u want to do..
5,think yourself..


if u have a gf..

the benefit u can get..

u can
1,feel the love ur gf give you..
2,when u feel bored she's the one who can teman you..
3,when you feel sad or upset she can give you advise and let you happy.
4,she can make you feel you are the only one in the world..
5,she can make u feel proud when you bring her to the outing..
6,she can make you feel that she cant live without you..


so you should know what to do..
i never mention about any girls ..
im just telling what i think of that..
sorry if bring any offense to you(who is reading this text):p

should be happy?

today i finished my exam-accounts..on 1st of december..i damn excited after the paper 1 cause paper in the morning only is paper 1 ..after the whole exam finished..me hong liew and ghia went to casa to bath and relax down..after that we went to station 1 in kd for lunch..i damn happy i got this gang of brothers..they are not my friends..they're my brothersss!!!later on me liew and hong went to blitz to meet up fat tick..then we play dota there only we go home by ourself..

today i damn sick..

the day before yesterday i feel damn sick and feel a bit dizzy..i found that i got a headache..damn suffer.suddenly when i cough i found that my hand got a bit blood..im like wtf.the whole night i just pass in suffering.til now i still got a headache./.damn suffer.when i stand up i feel dizzy..and i just want to lie on the bed..i feel damn weak to do anything..when i cough i feel my chest damn pain..i ate porridge and i cant taste anything..SUFFER!!SUFFER!!!

finished the second last of my science paper..

today i finally finished biology..at first i thought it will be damn hard..but paper 1 quite easy..but paper 2 is a a bit tough for me..i slept like half an hour cause i think of that very long haha:P but paper 3 is quite easy also
lucky yesterday night i looked through all the experiment..so just luckily i saw the VISKING TUBE..everyone thought others will be coming out..this also i can do a bit la..
not say cannot do at all..phew..waiting for physucs to finish...