Saturday, May 30, 2009

i still love her.....


i think of her again..i dont know why i will just keep thinking of her..maybe she gave me a good and bad memories..til now i still cant find a gf..haha..maybe it's my look problem..hard to find one gf..i think tiffany also feel regret have me as her ex bf..haha..everyone keep telling me how can wenjun get tiffany..tiffany so hot,and wenjun just like a normal guy..haha..i also cant get it why she will choose me as her ex..til now this is still mysterious..i dream about her last week..i think it's tuesday..before i went to college to have my exam..i saw her in my dreamland..i feel damn happy cause i dream about she talk to me after very long..i smile til i woke up..but my smiling face just can last til the moment i woke up..cause when i opened my eyes,i saw that noone is beside me.my mood just like the season swing here and there..
i feel damn sad when i cant see her..i dont know whether that time i broke up with her is a right decision or a wrong decision..that time after i broke up with her..we still talk..but after half of the year..we never talk til today..no matter how long msg i sent to her..she also never reply me one word.i feel damn sad and no mood..she is like my only one who can make me smile the longest and cry for the longest..she left alot of thing to me..happiness sadness suprise excitment and alot of thing..i want to say a thanks to her..but now i cant even talk to her..cant get her reply..even i say a hi,she also wont reply me cause for her the mistake i made is big big big til i cant do anything to replace it..

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